This song makes me cry. Reminds of of lost loves and suspended hopes. A very close friend's husband died- I just found out a few days ago and my mind has been sort of blank. I wasn't very close with her husband but he was a kind man. They have two beautiful children and it's just...not fair.

I am unable to believe in death. Sometimes I feel nothing. And I don't want to feel nothing.

I also miss having a friend. A close friend. Someone who is like me. I have 'friends,' but very little time and energy to keep a close friend. Whatever. This song is for you, Ahlu.

Jag ja re gudiya, misri ki pudiya, meethe lage do naina
Nainon mein tere hum hi base the, hum hi base hain…haina
Oh ri rani, gudiya, jag ja…ari jag ja, mari jag ja

Halka sa kosa, subah ka bosa
Maan ja ri ab jag ja
Naak pe tere kaatega bichu
Jag ja toh maan ja
Jo chahe le lo, dashrath ka vaada
Nainon se kholo ji raina
Oh ri rani, gudiya, jag ja…ari jag ja, moi jag ja

Kirnon ka sona, os ke moti
Motiyon sa mogra
Tera bichauna bhar bhar de daaloon
Gulmohar ka tokra
Aur jo bhi chaho, mango ji mango
Bolo ji meri maina
Oh ri rani, gudiya, jag ja…ari jag ja, oi jag ja

Jag ja re gudiya, misri ki pudiya, meethe lage do naina
Nainon mein tere hum hi base the, hum hi base hain…hai