nebulous
Published Thursday, November 06, 2008 by Color/Light/Water.
feeling nebulous today. I don't like that word much but it describes my state of mind. am struggling with the boyfriend/fiance in a weird fight. he wants me to go to india in december. i cannot justify spending the 2k for the tickets and i would rather go off peak. like i said, weird fight. i can't get too mad at him or too irritated because he wants for me what i want. practicality stops me right now.
my to-be brother-in-law sent me photographs of their time in bombay visiting my family. and i wished i was there. sometimes, the urge to quit everything here and go back to my family and get to know them is so strong that i have to really remind myself of the bigger picture.
le sigh.
my to-be brother-in-law sent me photographs of their time in bombay visiting my family. and i wished i was there. sometimes, the urge to quit everything here and go back to my family and get to know them is so strong that i have to really remind myself of the bigger picture.
le sigh.